Come witness the next chapter of the book with me

It is OFFICIAL.

Like SERIOUSLY.

MY FYP IS OVERRRR!!!

We got 3 company staffs and Mr Tan there during our company presentation. I don’t remember what i said, basically crap. But Elise thought it was excellent what we did. So at least its a nice end to it.

Our first time presenting to a caucasian. It was an experience.

Last pictures related to the office at Harbour Front.

Meeting Room-Durivo. Our favourite meeting room because see the BIG window? It faces the sea and you can see the beautiful cruise ship docking there! As well as Batam boats.

Taken outside our office building- Keppel Tower

The place is really great with big and little fountains around.

After that we went out to CELEBRAAATTEEEE!!! Very lavishly!

We cab down to Shangrila Hotel for buffet!

Nina made reservations.

Love the intricate details on the napkins, plates, tea pot, cups…rose theme…geddit?

The tea menu. It had ALOT of different types of teas to choose from. So spoilt for choice!

I ordered strawberry tea

Second pot of tea. Another new design of tea pot! This time, its strawberry plus kiwi plus pineapple.

Future business women. Start off by reading the menu.

Look pale didn’t I? Probably starved beforehand to prepare for the buffet.

We pour tea ourselves. Which is the fun part! And they had this nifty device to hold the tea remains so that you’re drinking clear tea. 

Close up.

Strawberry fondue! chocolate was heavenly. Wished had more.

2 gents with us. We laughed like mad, all class gone.

Look like some British high tea. See? 4 pots on the table. Fun!

Satisfied, from head to toe.

Of course, I ALWAYS take pictures of the lighting at wherever place i eat. I love nice light fixtures, Expecially chandeliers. The chandeliers at the lobby are HUUUUGGEE!!! And SOOOOOOoooo pretty!

The crystal fixture outside the hotel.

FYP is OVERRR!!!!

I can’t help hyperventilating about it!!! I can read my shophaholic book (see jerene? I so guai!) Play my Nintendo DS…

who cares about exams???? hahahaha…

anyway got study buddies for my last exams in TP….focus people…(hahaha)

more fyp pics to come!

So i want to update something on my current state of mind.

I’m getting stronger everyday!

I’m glad to say I am or going to overcome all obstacles that seemed to throw specifically at me instead on people who really deserves it. But hey, I’m a good sport. I can handle it.

And its good to know that I found really good pals to company me through ups and downs. And these are not hi-bye friends, these are friends who will listen to my problems and give me advice.

And you know I’m a capricorn, i won’t go up to anybody and start telling them my problems like I’m some attention deficient kid. I ONLY tell really selected few people my problems. I’m a super secret keeper so squeezing secrets out of me is pretty tough.

There are still somemore secrets which i didn’t tell to my selected few. See? I’m super good at keeping secrets.

anyway to the specific few people, about what happened on Tuesday. I have come to terms already. I’m not going to be a stupid girl (see this Eugene). I’m going to be a BIG girl! First off I need to be happy being me. And hopefully happiness follow suit.

My new haul for a new start!

Ok its just an excuse to shop.

By Dreamz FM

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I’m down

My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

Oooohh…should I stay?
Should I go?

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I…?

This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same

I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…

2 days later, continues the most foolish conversation ever

why…why…why…why…why…why…why…why…why…why…why…why…why…why…why…why…why…why…why…why…why…why…why…why…

why you did that? why you say that? why you think that? why you insist that?

Childishness still lives in all adults.

when it all turns quiet.

You know the problem is no longer minimal

• FYP school presenation is over. Its weird othave 7 of them staring at you.
• some loco cough into my face and i got some sneezles that night. A heavy throbbing head the next day(MY FYP presenation day) back pains and cough and sore throat.
• i’m trying to solve some of my life’s mysteries. Or my life’s miseries.
• using my FYP as an excuse i shelved all my issues aside. Now that its ending, I can imagine them to pound on me and buried me deep.

She will be M.I.A for the weekend.

Handphone will be switched off.

Will be back once she find where’s her missing head.

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Meredith: …i want to know why is it such a torture

Derrick: Its funny you should be asking me that. Right from the start i made it very clear what its going to be like, what we cannot do and what we even more cannot do. I’ve set my rules clear and seek your understanding. From the point you agreed to it, you have already ’signed’ the contract. You agreed to it, and you promise to abide the rules. You know the consequences of it if its not handled properly. Yes i predicted its going to be difficult at times. But i thought you’re satisfied even if just a few sms-es and brief smiles. I did try to go a bit further for you, i surprise you with gift to cheer you up. You were really grateful. Why did you suddenly change? We were ok yesterday.

Meredith: It was ok when we only met so briefly and communicate through very short messages. I don’t like it when there’s another kind of formal relationship to it. I can’t stand how i can be such a failure in one relationship and be happy in the other. Its like there are things you know too much of me. I don’t know how to face you at times. I don’t know which platform of relationship we are on whenever i see you. I don’t know what to say, I don’t know what to react, everything i do seems wrong to you. We have this public relationship and private relationship, it driving me crazy!

Derrick: I understand the confusion and embarrassment that you felt. I can tell you that I don’t mix the 2 together. If you still feel that way, despite all I’ve said and done, I really don’t know how to help.

Meredith: …you seems younger these days, which one made you feel young again?

Derrick:…do you still want to continue this conversation?

Meredith: Which relationship is it now? Formal or private?

Derrick: …do you still want to continue all this?

Meredith: am i childish for you now?

Derrick: …be mature about this.

Meredith: here i am, trying to be older, and you younger. To close the gaps?

Derrick: …Sort out your thoughts first and tell me what is your plans from now on. I’ll get back to you next week.

Meredith: I know…weekend is ‘off’ for us.

Derrick: Will you stop doing all these!?

Meredith: I don’t know myself anymore. Neither do i know you anymore.

~

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do- What hurts the most (Rascal Flatts)
~

Familiar? The Obama poster design…go try it out…pretty artsy and cool

Had quite a ridiculous day today. And i seem to be able to breeze through it, msotly because I’m tired and just plain couldn’t bother to detect and get affected by people’s negative vibes and comments.

I’m like a drunkard…except that its mentally drunk.

And i thought after this week of presentation I’m off the hook.

But no…

my sup wants us to continue as though we have 6 more months there.

Somebody throw him some ice!

on this day, 01/02/2009 is Thanabalan & Sasi Rekha’s wedding.

Held at Futsing Association

Rekha! You finally found your dream policeman guy (salute!) whom gave you fireworks, sparks and bird singing at the background…

Ok so he’s much more better than the Rocker, Sampan man and the Yogi bear which we intro to you…still…i wish both of you to bask in everlasting marital bliss!!!

Buffet style, not a bad meal

Wonder if this video works. Its when the bride and groom enters the room.

This is my FIRST time attending an Indian wedding. It was an awesome cultural experience. And the indian song and dance are quite addictive, makes you want to clap your hands over your head and stamp your feet about. Ok i didn’t do that but myheart literally did.

Their costumes are so colorful.

Rekha even wore a western wedding dress in her photos!

And Rekha…i hope you love our gifts!!! Something that you and your hubby can enjoy *wink*