I’ve just finished my DCM e-lecture, quiz and the forum thing.I don’t suppose anyone will notice that i posted mine at 3plus am. I suppose not, good thing because i don’t know how to answer them what the hell i’m doing posting forum at this insanely time of the morning.

I still got loads of stuffs to do but i think i’m going to dump it either on sunday or tuesday since every tuesday no school.

Yes, the art of procrastination is back.

Earlier i watched this talkshow by Florence Lian on channelnewsasia.The topic is “Are dogs more faithful than men?”

Even i felt that the title is bit insulting.I don’t know about you men.I always feel that dogs are almost human but i don’t compare it to real humans.Not a fair comparison unless dogs talk.

Anyway there are these female guests that represent divorcee, swinging single and this life guidiance counsellor. The single retold the stories of cheating boyfriends.The divorcee retold how her husband choose to gave up on their marriage when she found out the office affair between him and an 18 year old (twitch). She was in her early 30s then.

And there is these group of men lead by Bernard Lim at the backroom watching and listening to their conversation.

They mentioned that “men are wired to cheat, women are wired to nag”

Women said that man have higher chances of cheating,based on statistic.Men said they cheat because the women nag.

If women don’t nag, the men will remain faithful throughout the 50 years marriage?

Cheating i guess is a fairshare of sin commit by both females and males.

Men going for another girl, women enjoying and allowing to be chase.

I always post entries on divorcece rate going high, why people commit infidelity…etc…seems like a taboo.God decided to put me in this situation probably because i asked too many ‘why’ questions and irritated him.

People said to fight for your happiness.But to gain happiness on the expense of others sufferings especially if it involved more than 1 person.

How happy can i be for long?

When they say love has no boundaries.It only happens in love song, pulp fiction.

People who believed that please wake up.Look at the reality.Think of the consequences instead of how happy you’ll be.

From the show, someone said, “why can’t we be happy for what we have,instead of being unhappy over what we don’t have?”

Now that i no longer have to put up a show infront of anyone, i finally let myself loose, let whatever emotions out of me freely.I know my friends are wondering why i’m feeling so moody and sad.I think its probably because feelings did developed.That’s why i’m feeling as if i’ve lost something that cannot be found again.

But i will still continue to walk down the right path with no guilt.Do what is right.This time i got to listen to my head.

Sometimes i just hate myself so much.

Liu Yi Fei’s version:No ordinary love

Original singer Jennifer Love Hewitt:No ordinary love

This could have been just another day
But instead we’re standing here
No need for words, it’s all been said
in the way you hold me near
I was alone on this journey
You came along to comfort me
Everything I want in life is right here

[Chorus:]

cause
This is not your ordinary
no ordinary love
I was not prepared enough
to fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
no ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
Made everything right again
with your extraordinary love

[Chorus]

I get so weak
when you look at me
I get lost inside your eyes
sometimes the magic is hard to believe
but you’re here before my weary eyes
you brought joy to my world
set me so free
I want you to understand
you are every breath that I breathe

[Chorus]

From the very first time that we kissed
I knew that I just couldn’t let you go at all
From this day on, remember this:
That you’re the only one that I adore
Can’t we make this last forever
This can’t be a dream
cause it feels so good to me